January 2012
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I’ve been wanting to write out what I’m feeling, but I haven’t been able to. Maybe that’s why I stopped writing in my journal? I don’t know. I’m still having dreams about Kevin and I don’t like it. I don’t know what to do about this anymore. I don’t want to have to think about this every single day anymore. I don’t want to always feel...
December 2011
a disgusting disappointment
I really wish I had nails right now.
Actually,
I wish I wasn’t so scared of going through with this. I think about it a lot and I wish I could just do it.
i dont like feeling like this. sometimes when im feeling particularly pathetic (like right now) i like to make things up and that makes me feel a lot better (even though sometimes i end up believing those made up things and thats really stupid).
then i cant sleep because I remember things that I should have done. fuck im useless.
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why not?
i just really like david tennant okay
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dunderklumpen:
Creeping wiggling around a corner.
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I’m watching my grandpa right now. He’s hilarious. I just had to convince him to not take apart the lamp. Now he can’t stop talking about his mug.
“Look at that! There’s a scottie! Can you say shcottie? Shchottie!”
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